Tag: death

Poems

A different type of pain

When I need you,
And you’re not here.
When I call your cell,
But you’re not there.
When I call your name,
And all I hear is silence;
It’s a different type of pain!

When I fall,
And I’m all alone,
When I fail,
But I can’t count on your support.
When I’m hurt,
But you don’t have my back;
It’s a different type of pain.

I cried in the rain,
I screamed in the shower,
Sadness, anger and frustration permeate my soul,
And you are no where to be found;
It’s a different type of pain.

Tags belief, dailyprompt, death, depression, lie, Poem

Poems

King of Ghosts

The need for validation and companionship,
Is part of the genetic makeup of humans,
Six billion people looking for someone to anchor them,
Someone to make feel alive in this world of ghosts!

What happens when everyone is attached?
What happens when the one you love is taken?
Not by the cold hands of death,
But by another who doesn’t want to be a ghost!

Every other ghost is loved,
Save one.
This ghost tried to dwell among humans again,
But it’s a losing battle.

Day by day, this ghost stop looking for companionship among humans.
This ghost seeks the warmth of others,
Alas! No one wanted him.

Alone forever, he is doomed.
Dwelling among humans, but a ghost he is.
Hatred for life blossoming in him.
I am him.
I am the King of Ghosts.

Tags belief, death, depression, Disturbance, sadness

Poems

Adios

Everything has an end,
Even the word “beginning” ended.
The journey has been eventful,
Catastrophic but eventful!

Loved and lost.
Grew up after being young for a while,
Made money after losing money!
Lived a life some would envy.

But this is a new crossroad!
And I might not make it beyond tomorrow.
Remember me for who I was,
Not what I could be.
Remember me for my achievements,
Not what I could have achieved!

Adios amigos,
Death might not be the end we all thought!
But this goodbye isn’t death,
This is the end of something,
And maybe the beginning of new.
Adios amigos.

Tags belief, death, depression, Horror, letter, sadness

Poems

Love is Ruin

Love me like you mean it,
Is just a greedy human talking,
Like Oliver Twist,
Love wants you wanting more.
You get a smile,
And love wants you to demand laughter.
Love gets you a penny,
And love wants you to demand millions.
Love is growth,
But love will drive you to your ruin.

Tags belief, death, depression, Disturbance, sadness, women

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Men don’t cry

Ghost stories are scary at night,
Horror clips get scarier when its dark!
But the scariest of them all,
Is a man who feels a lot.

Men don’t talk,
Men don’t cry,
Men don’t show weakness,
And that’s where it begins.

Now,
Men bottle emotions,
Men hide from reality,
Men don’t show love.

Then one day,
Men slump and die.
Maybe,
We should have allowed men to cry.
After all, they’re human too

Tags belief, death, depression, Disturbance, Life, non-fiction

Poems

Tired Lover

Eyes heavy,
Limbs weary,
Like a car with the weight of a lorry,
So tired it’s scary.

I had a love,
I lost her.
Tiring!

I had a life,
That doesn’t revolve around women,
I lost it.

Eyes teary,
Heart shattered,
I’m tired.

To love, is to lose.
If I had to choose again,
I’d still choose her.

Tags belief, death, depression, Disturbance, Horror, love, sadness, women

Poems

Life is a lie

Out here,
In the open,
Life goes on,
Roots intertwined,
And family trees blossom.
Outside among the vines,
The undergrowth impeding my movements.
I started from the bottom,
Now I’m here,
Still the bottom.
I tried to connect to a root,
I was labelled a parasite,
Hurt. Dejected.
I sprout from the ground,
I was thinned. An outcast.

The shadows lengthen,
The clouds darken,
The plot thickens,
The life became uncertain.
Nothing is comforting.
Life is a farce.
A mirage.
Before you know you’re alive.
The obituary is out.

Tags belief, death, depression, Horror, lie, Life, pain

Poems

Dark thoughts

At this moment,
I feel like cutting a major artery,
To allow the blood flow,
To drain all the blood from my body,
So my heart will not feel again.
So the hurt will stop,
And the pain, all the pain, will go away.

I want to jump from a cliff so high,
With hungry sharks lingering in the water below.
And as I plummet to certain end,
I reminisce on how it ended,
On how love brought me this end.
And as I hit the water in pieces
Never to feel again. In peace.

Dead guys don’t love again