At this moment,
I feel like cutting a major artery,
To allow the blood flow,
To drain all the blood from my body,
So my heart will not feel again.
So the hurt will stop,
And the pain, all the pain, will go away.
I want to jump from a cliff so high,
With hungry sharks lingering in the water below.
And as I plummet to certain end,
I reminisce on how it ended,
On how love brought me this end.
And as I hit the water in pieces
Never to feel again. In peace.
Dead guys don’t love again
Love is Ruin
Love me like you mean it,
Is just a greedy human talking,
Like Oliver Twist,
Love wants you wanting more.
You get a smile,
And love wants you to demand laughter.
Love gets you a penny,
And love wants you to demand millions.
Love is growth,
But love will drive you to your ruin.
What’s this life?
I met a stranger on the road,
I helped her.
She prayed for me,
Like I mean the world to her.
For hours.
I offended the one I love,
I apologized. I showed remorse.
She treated me like a stranger,
For days.
What’s this life?
That comes with no manual
The future is a farce
I looked into the future,
But guess what I saw?
Nothing.
The grass is greener on the other side,
Another convenient lie.
The promise of water;
Makes a mirage glorious
And the disappointment of the mirage,
Can lead to certain death.
Nothing is worth it,
Life is meant to be cool,
But this heat is scalding my soul.
Celebration of life?
More like celebration of eternal hopelessness!
Make me understand you
Groceries list is not complicated,
Rocket science is simple for some,
But understanding you is complex,
Much like string theory.
Complicated situations dampened the spark,
The spark was rekindled,
Then the heaven opened,
Life turns sour and cold hardened my heart.
The situation turned complex,
In times like this,
Communication is key,
Comprehendre?
Nourishment
Funny how life goes,
Trees seek sunlight,
Animals seek nutrients
But when it comes to you
I need no sunlight and nutrients
You are all the nutrients I need to prosper
The solution to all my problems,
The answer to all my questions,
The hotspot to my wifi connection,
Unexpected circumstances arose,
Now you’re turning the sunlight to darkness,
The Hydrochloric Acid to my ulcer.
Hey Sunshine,
Shine your love on me.
Letter From a Man in Love
This feeling of completeness and joy i feel anytime I talk to you can’t be explained in words.
Actions they say speak volumes.
Because words can be misleading.
I love you as far as the eye can see and far beyond.
I love you as far as the ear can hear and far beyond
Saying it won’t make it more real
And hiding it won’t make it less real.
I love you so much baby
Darkness is not only the absence of light.
Darkness is an entity.
Darkness lurks around,
Even in the home of light.
Darkness is eternal,
It is surreal,
And the fear of darkness,
Is the beginning of wisdom!
The mastery of darkness,
Is the beginning of living.
Men don’t cry
Ghost stories are scary at night,
Horror clips get scarier when its dark!
But the scariest of them all,
Is a man who feels a lot.
Men don’t talk,
Men don’t cry,
Men don’t show weakness,
And that’s where it begins.
Now,
Men bottle emotions,
Men hide from reality,
Men don’t show love.
Then one day,
Men slump and die.
Maybe,
We should have allowed men to cry.
After all, they’re human too
I just want it all to end.
I am miserable.
I just want this to end,
I am empty.
I’m am neither happy nor sad,
Neither good nor bad,
Neither concerned nor nonchalant,
I just want to feel alive again.
Feel alive for a long period,
Not just an hour,
Or a day,
I want to feel alive for a long time.