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Pain and Tears

Most humans equate pain with tears, with sorrow. But it is not always like that. The thing that brings you unlimited joy can inflict the greatest pain on you. Being in love with a lady can make you excited, happy, but the distance between you can shower unlimited pain on you. Sorrow and joy go hand in hand. Like the two sides of a coin. Love is the yin to the yang of hatred. But this essay is not meant for a psychology class. It is a story of the pain (ache, sometimes unbearable) that I have been enduring for a better part of my existence.

I wrote a story about the accident I had in secondary school. I hit my head and injured my knees. I bled a little but the injuries still throb. The knees always seeking my attention, never for once letting go. As I pen this piece, I am in pain. Not enough to cripple me, but enough to reduce my movement. To confine me to the comfort of a chair.
How does it feel? It feels like one hundred tiny carpenters found a way into my knees and they are busy hammering away. Trying to inflict as much pain as possible. And the more I try to be brave, the more determined they are. I am trying to be brave but itโ€™s not only the knees. The muscles in my body joined the revolution too. They all want to take over my body. The pain is the opposition. The pain wants to tear me apart, to render me useless.

Life may be an illusion but pain makes it real. Pain is like the nightmare you can never wake up from no matter how hard you try. Itโ€™s like Alcatraz, only no one can release you or break you out. Pain roots us to the ground, but this one is threatening to pull me under. It wants to bury me deep in the soil. There is light at the end of the tunnel, but this tunnel has caved in. No exit.

The constant unending pain always reminds me of my fragility. It always reminds me that I am human. I have an expiry date, we all do, but I never forget. I am only human and like all men, I will die too. Even if you donโ€™t miss me when I am gone, never forget to pray for me. Pray for me and ask for forgiveness on my behalf. The pain is bearable now, it has even become a part of me. But where would I be when it overcomes me?

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Accidents

According to the dictionary, accident is anything that happens suddenly or by chance without an apparent cause. Or an unfortunate mishap; especially one causing damage or injury. Accidents just happen. You don’t plan it or prepare for it. Spontaneous. Unexpected. Sudden.
I have been involved in road accidents just twice in my life. Both had been with motorcycles, both happened when I was still in secondary school and both happened between Ladigbolu and Eleekara. The story I want to tell now is about the more serious one. The one that left a long lasting effect on my head both literally and figuratively. The one where I hit my head on the ground.

For people who are familiar with Oyo town, Isokun (where the prestigious EACOED Model High School is situated) is far from Jobele (the part of Oyo that I stayed at). I can’t recall the exact day or date but I remembered leaving the school with some of my friends. We branched the usual joints (areas around the school: Beta Taste, the friend fish vendor along Saka Abdullah’s house, Ogundele Stanley’s house). The easiest way to get to my house from school was to ride motorcycles (bikes). I called the next available bike and negotiated a decent fare. We reached an agreement after a couple of minutes of haggling. I climbed behind the bike man and we sped off.

I was thrilled at the speed and recklessness at which he overtook other vehicles (not my fault: youthful exuberance!). “I called the right bike man” I thought. We passed through Winners and Shepherdsfield and took the route leading to the expressway: Fola Tyre, Sawmill, Ilora and รŒdรญ รŒgbร . The bike was going as fast as his bike could go. Then suddenly he changed lanes and we were facing oncoming traffic but then I didn’t say anything because I believed the man was smart and skillful enough to pull the stunt.

Then it happened faster than I can describe, faster than I can possibly explain. Even after all these years, I do not know entirely what happened. All I knew was a man suddenly crossed the road, the bike hit the man. The momentum lifted me in the air, and I soared, I remembered flying. Like a rag doll tossed from top of a building. I landed on head. I hit my head on the tarred road. My head reached the ground first, closely followed by my elbows and knees. I blacked out but not for long, because when I opened my eyes again, people were running towards us. Some were stopping the oncoming traffic, while some were pushing us off the road to the sidewalk. I got up, dusted my uniform (white on blue) and I paid the bike man in full. The bike man and the man we hit were badly injured with blood coloring the ground. I didn’t feel any pain at that moment. I could not feel the blood rushing from my elbows and knees. But when I touched my forehead I was shocked. My skull had caved in. Like hitting a watermelon with an hammer, the kind of hole you’d get was on my forehead.

I managed to get home from Eleekara without feeling any pain. I took a taxi from Eleekara to Jobele. The moment I got home and calmed down a bit, the pain hit me. Like getting hit in the head my a Soccer ball made entirely of steel. It was like some invisible carpenter were hammering my forehead continuously. The pain became unbearable. I cried. I cried again then stopped. When my mum felt the hole in my forehead, she cried. And I cried again.

I was taken to a clinic where my injuries were bandaged and I was given something for the pain. Then the nurse and my mum tried remodeling my head back to shape. The injuries healed after a while, and the head was remolded back to shape, almost! But the headache and joint pain never left. Whenever the headache returns, it feels like the carpenters hammering my skill came back. The pain is always unbelievable and unbearable. And just as it has come, it goes. The events of the accident is almost forgotten but the effects will stay with me for the rest of my life. The only fear I can never overcome is the fear of motorcycles.

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THE BEAUTIFUL BIRD

The day came just like every normal day.
The only exception was the cloud that seems not to disappear
It was so cloudy that even the birds seems to find solace in their nest
And only few of them were flying

Just one of them caught my attention
Not because of the way it flew
But the perfection in its appearance
The multifaceted colours

I wonder why this bird seem to appear more catchy than the rest
Then it flew to the tree in front of me
It starts to sing
And I noticed it was also blessed with a sonorous voice

I was in awe
Overwhelm with the thought of how perfect it is
I was so lost in thought that I did not know when it flew away
It went but the echo of its voice never left me.

@AMAZING PEN

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Firefly 2

If you’re reading this then it’s too late to stop me. Reading this means my last posts has gone viral. Some will judge me and call me dangerous and a criminal. Others might say I need a psychiatrist. Others might just say I’m a gratified arsonist. Whichever one you choose to believe, you can’t hurt me anymore. It has been a while that I have been feeling high on fire and burning things. Burning things always had a way of soothing my mind and easing my pains. And I have to tell you, it had that effect almost till the end.

If you’re reading this, then it means my last stunt was successful. It means that I found the ultimate “high” and I stopped lighting things on fire. From rats to cats, from individual to plants to small farms. I have a long list of things I’ve watched burn. Things that turned to ashes before my eyes.

I got the idea for my last stunt from a video I watched online. YouTube have a vast collection of burning things, from little prank fires to raging infernos. This video that I saw showed a tower engulfed in flames. It was such a dreadful and beautiful sight and it filled me with awe. I clicked on similar videos and my mind was made up. I have burned both living (while still alive, that’s why they are called living things. Yeah, and the occasional humans.) and non living things. But never before have I tried both at the same time deliberately.

Before you judge me on burning humans, don’t forget the words of the Bible that says “Let he who is without sin cast the first stone”. And besides, I only burn humans whose parents and relatives decided not to pay the ransom I asked for.

If you’re reading this, it means my plan was carried out successfully. I bought fifty litres of petrol from the local filling station (Yes! I paid, I am not a criminal). I soaked every inch of my house with the petrol and I took a shower. With the petrol. I bet you didn’t see that coming. But petrol is really cold on the skin. I am going to press the “Post” button now. You can view the live commentary of the minutes that followed on my wall. Viewer’s discretion is advised!

MY WALL:

1:02AM: My house and I are completely soaked. Every inch is covered.

1:04AM: Only the laptop is spared. As a scientist (lol). I have to be methodical ๐Ÿ˜‹

1:07AM: Hey peeps! Anyone online? Gonna drop the damn lighter in 3 minutes.

1:11AM: We’re live people… Dropped the lighter far away. And is the sight amazing! ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

1:12AM: The fire is burning brilliantly. Harmattan and petrol is a wonderful combination….. ๐Ÿ˜‚ ๐Ÿ˜‚ ๐Ÿ˜‚ You guys need to see this!

1:13AM: it’s getting extremely hot ๐Ÿ”ฅ in here.

1:17AM: SOMEBODY HELP!! ๐Ÿ˜ฑ PLEASE CALL FOR HELP!! MY PHONE IS DESTROYED…
OH… MY CLOTHES ARE ON FIRE…. IT’S HOT, PAIN….. SMOKE IS FILLING MY LUNGS…. CAN’T BREASDFGHJKL


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In all ways, always

In all ways, always

 

 

The sun is shining

So I decided to make hay

It gets all shining

And I can’t wait for the next day

 

Thunderstorms rode across the sky

“it will calm in a bit”

I’m gay, I’m so fly

My future is here in a bit

 

But the floodgates opened

And it rained seas and oceans

All hay destroyed

All my plans and efforts wasted

 

Just when I thought it is okay

Night fell

Completely lost, but I found a thread

Slowly, I ascend out of the labyrinth

 

He created me

And He guided me to the straight path

In all ways, always

I’ll be forever thankful

 

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Firefly

I have always marveled at the beauty of fire. The way things radiate when burning. The movement of the flames always look beautiful. Fire is sexy and I derive pleasure in watching things burn. The smooth way in which the flames engulf objects is amazing and fire never burns the same. Fire is beautiful, unpredictable and beautiful. Fire cleanse, it removes impurities.

I started lighting things up for sexual gratification when I was a teenager, the exact age of which I could not remember now. I remembered the time I failed a test, I went back home and brought out a box of matches and lit the test scripts on fire. The joy I felt when the papers burnt erased the sorrow of failing the test. And the climax came when the score burnt. 62/70 looked beautiful when the flame erased the terrible score. Fire erase imperfections.

After that incident, I just need to find reason to light things up.When I am happy, I start a fire. When sad, that is a reason to start fire. Anytime I feel depressed, the smell of burning things is the only thing that brings the joy back to my soul. But the older I grew, the lesser the pleasure I derived from burning inanimate objects. Woods, plants, papers, bicycles, motorcycles and the occasional abandoned cars do not fight back. I had to up my game. I had to find something that will fight back, to provide challenge.

The first test subject into animal territory was a rat. The ever present vermin, those guys are everywhere. I locked the doors and windows in the house. I tied the rat to a steel rod and set it on fire. If animals could show expression, then the expression on it’s face would be shock, disbelief and absolute terror. The rat screamed (shrieked) and started thrashing around. But the more it moved, the more it burned. A nice sweet smell filled the house, the aroma of fur and skin on fire. The joy and excitement I felt in my heart and soul. The happiness that coursed through my body made me realized that I had struck jackpot. The scream, smell and the resistance provided great pleasure. The ecstasy I had never felt before flowed through my body.I continued with small mammals and birds for a long time. Always having the greatest pleasure when they tried to fight back, when they tried to flee.

But with time, it got boring. The pleasure I derived diminished and I had to find alternative.A thought occurred to me now. I believe the only way to achieve the greatest sexual gratification is to do something I have never done before. To burn something I have never dared to burn before. Something to provide the ultimate high.

I have to burn an human alive.

This is the first part of the story. Comments and criticisms are welcome. Please do like and share. Thanks

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