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The death of a slave

I have lived a thousand years, I have died a thousand deaths. I have looked death right in the eye, I have walked right away from death;
The sword has been passed through my heart, bloody tears have run down my eyes;


I know not how it feels to be alive, I fear not the thought of dieing again.
I have loved, I have felt pain, I have cried, I have wept, I have despaired but it all doesn’t matter because I know I’ll die again. I’ll die every day I live amidst this war. I’ll die everyday I move around with chains on my neck and shackles around my feet.
I’ll die every day I’m made to labour under the scorching sun on an empty stomach and still be brutally hit with a horse’s whip for not working hard enough.
Yes, I’ll die when I see my fellow slaves being ripped off their heads for minor reasons.


This is my fate. I have no saviour, I have no redemption; I died today and I’ll die again till I can die no more, and only then shall I be at peace.

Bless the souls of the slaves who struggled till the end.

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All of my life

The chaos and uncertainty that comes with adulthood was underrated and not nearly explained to us when we were younger. This one is for all young adults striving to be successful against all odds.

All of my life
I’ve wanted to grow older
Never for once realising
I’m not getting younger

Maturity, wisdom and knowledge amassed
Seems a heavy price to pay
In exchange for the innocence of a toddler;
Eat, sleep and play.
No burden on the shoulder!

Storm brewing, chaos on the horizon
Lost in thought.
Heart heaving
I turn to Thee;
Creator of all creations
The Lord of one and all.
Guide my soul and write me right.

©Ridwan Akinkunmi Ajagbe

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This is for you

This is for you
We are miles apart
Yet you never left my mind
I see your face in my head
I hear your voice in my sleep
The breeze is filled with your scent

Do you feel this connection too?
I gave you the whole of my heart
And there is nothing left behind
The path I choose to tread
I’m into you, so deep
This is for you!

Your smile is epic
The smile is mine
And I like it.
You are beautiful
But that is not the point
This is for you!

You don’t write poetry
But your sincere words
Turns me to jelly
Your sweet declaration
Melts my heart completely
Never partially!
This is for you.

And do I miss you?
Yes I do
So much
And this is for you!

©Ridwan Akinkunmi Ajagbe

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Ìbàdàn

Headache inducing hoots of Micras™
Roofs as brown as the mud of the thousands small rivers:
The crowd. The noise. The odor of makeshift dumps.
Colorful albeit loathsome Yorùbá adjectives.
Olórí burúkú, ọkọ olosi.
Ìbàdàn. Forever my home.

Ridwan Akinkunmi Ajagbe

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COVID Tales #2

Lost in the pages of history,
Deep in the past,
In a land where words have lost meaning.
Conquerors rewrite history,
But what happens when there is no victory.
Who tells the tale of the dead accurately?
Certainly not the man with a brush and bucket.

All wars start with a man wronged,
Or with a notion of being wrong.
But this war, this raging pandemic
Is a fight for survival.
It’s humanity against the virus;
But the greatest foe is still human.

The rulers want to rule,
No matter the cost or price.
But if this war is not won,
There will be no one to rule over.
And certainly no ruler!

Stay safe,
Wash your hands,
Help your neighbours!
Wear a mask or not,
Let’s keep humanity alive!

©Ridwan Akinkunmi Ajagbe

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Bye for now

I took a step back
And focused on the people around me;
I detached myself from relatives
And watched from afar.
No one missed me.
No one looked for me,
Then I realized something important.
I don’t need this muscle to pump blood.
I dont need this life inside of me.
No one loves me,
So I’ll be here no more.
I want out!

©Ridwan Akinkunmi Ajagbe

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The Image (part 2)

So I continued this piece on viewers request. I hope you enjoy❤

Blood boiling, temperature rising, brain cells juggling;
A war between my head and my heart, between what I want to do and what I must do;
Shall I, shall in not.
The door creaked open to reveal a little angel, MY little angel.
This was a perfect time to start my soul snatching, but, she said “hello” with her angelic smile and charming beauty; the inner mother in me melted.
At that moment, I wanted to hug her, to kiss her, to tell her muumy is here, to tell her how much I loved her. Then I remembered, I had lost that right the moment I decided to become the beastly image before her.

She walked towards me and said “Are you lost?, my daddy can help you”, with no atom of fear in her voice. I got back to my senses and said “No dear I’m not lost, I just came to get something”. She enquired further about my mission. I couldn’t blame a four year old for asking so much questions. I was only scared that she could wake her daddy up.
To avoid that, I made my next move, I took her to the living room, read her a story till she fell asleep.

No, I didn’t take her soul, I decided to be a mother rather than being a blood thirsty beast. So I took my own soul.
Now I have become a figment, an ordinary shadow, neither here nor there;
I think I like this, because now I can watch over my family and make sure the beasts of my kind never cross their paths.

The End

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COVID Tales

A journal-type series of short stories through the eyes of separate individuals during the COVID-19 pandemic. Please read, enjoy and leave comments.

December 23rd, 2019.
The third wedding I would be attending this month. The couples were always awesome together, full of smiles and positive energy. Here comes the bride, beautiful lady and a little bit shy. She is cool, but not as much as I would be in six months time when I’m married to the love of my life.

January 23rd, 2020.
The news reaching us in the country is that a man in Wuhan, China ate a bat. I’m also surprised too. I mean, who eats bats. And now there’s a virus going around infecting many people and killing some. Sneezing to death must not be a good way to go. But that doesn’t concern me and the plans I have with the love of my life.

April 23rd, 2020.
Schools closed. Markets and places of worship too. And the not so strong economy close to being crippled. All social gathering stopped. I didn’t plan my wedding to be a very big ceremony but this Chinese Virus has screwed up so many things. I’m getting a little bit annoyed with the entire situation of things. I can get married in my family house, but the partial lockdown has affected more than the economy.

August 1st, 2020.
Even though the lockdown is almost lifted, the pandemic has caused a huge delay in my plans. I had believed that I would have been married by this time of the year. I would have graduated by this time of the year. He would have sorted everything out. I just want all of these to go, so I can be with the love of my life.

©Ridwan Akinkunmi Ajagbe

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What is dead may never die again

Since I’ve been matured enough to know right from wrong, the only emotions that speak to me are love and pain. No matter who I am with, no matter what situation I find myself, I am always in pain.
Physically, emotionally and psychologically, I am never free of pain. For a time, I used to think that it made me human. But the people devoid of pain are not less human.

I loved a girl with the whole of my life and it ended in tears. Hot tears. Premium pain. And because of her, I promised not to allow any human to hurt me. Not again. But that does not diminish the pain I’m carrying around in my heart.

I had an accident when I was a teenager and it changed my life forever. At least, it made sure my knees will never remain the same again. The pain is ever-present in my joints, bones, and muscles.

No matter who or what comes along, pain is expected to descend on me at one point or another. But I’ll never feel it. No one can hurt me again. Because what is dead may never die again.

©Ridwan Akinkunmi Ajagbe

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Freedom

I took a step back
And focused on the people around me;
I detached myself from relatives
And watched from afar.
No one missed me.
No one looked for me,
Then I realized something important.
I don’t need this muscle to pump blood.
I don’t need this life inside of me.
No one loves me,
So I’ll be here no more.
I want out!

©Ridwan Akinkunmi Ajagbe

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