Nothingness

It was a day filled with positive energy, a great way to begin my three weeks leave “what could possibly go wrong” I thought;
I got into my car, heading to the best Chinese restaurant in town to give myself a good treat after a very long time
Though it was a rainy day, that wasn’t gonna stop me;
I drove while listening to “I lay my love on you” by West life, it really took me back to my childhood;
I was deep in this melody when suddenly, this fellow on a motorcycle rushes past me! For a second I lost control of my steering wheel;
CRASH!
Off the bridge and into the river my car went!
I closed my eyes then and embraced the fall.

It felt like I was flying rather than falling, and I was fleeing from the struggles and pains of life;
I felt as though all my problems were over; I knew at that point, I’ll never feel pain;
I just wanted to savor every moment of that fall, to just feel nothing;
The sweet-beautiful feeling of NOTHINGNESS